mini-update

Coo!~ Hehe more to come when I'm not bogged down by school work! :D

why like that one!!!

How not to have a conversation 101:-

"Hello? What u want from Loyang Point ah?" (dinner)
"What do they have there?"
"Errr... I dunno leh. What you want?"
" .............................................."



On another note, I'd like to thank my wonderful friends, B.I.E.M. for celebrating my birthday with me at Dian Xiao Er at Vivo and Prive at Keppel Island.

So happy that they sacrificed lots of (thesis) time out to spend together, talking abt stuff and having a great time. I was super shy / overjoyed when they took out a gorgeous birthday cake *muahahahahahhaha* when I naively thought that it was just going to be normal slices of dessert cake!

Yup thanks to M.E.B.I. / I.B.M.E. / M.I.B.E. / B.I.M.E. once again! :D
Emm.. Can I have the photos please? (*".*)

grizzly on the loose!

Feeling incredibly flabulous.

URGH!

Touristy Stuff

These are just snap shots of the happy day that we spent going up on the Singapore Flyer then having lunch at our fave ichiban boshi at esplanade and then going to Tom's palette for ice cream. It is actually a simple routine but it meant so much to us. Cos the time spent together was priceless. The singapore flyer is really not worth the money, and good thing that the tics we got were free. Hahaha it was just going up and down the merry go round. But then I knew it was a trying time for C cos she is somewhat afraid of hgts. However I must say the view was breath-taking, that explains the picture above when C caught me engrossed with the magnificent view.

So after the ride we went for a nice meal at ichiban where we shared a set EM2 hahahah which consists of nice sashimi and sushi. Then we had nice ice cream at tom's palette. Oooo so delicious. After that we decided to walk around suntec area and boy did we walk. I think we literally covered the whole area. Highlight of the walk was the stopover we made at simply toys which sold a variety of lego stuff. heheeh C got her lego blocks to make some cutesy stuff. While I oogled at the lego star wars collectibles.

Then it was time for dinner and we had the nice mixed vege rice at marine parade. hehehe wat a nice meal for such a cheap price. After that we went to our fave pet shop to look at hamsters, guinea pigs, dogs and rabbits. We were fascinated with this fat hamster that seemed to be the outcast of the group and got beaten up by the rest whenever he tried to socialise with them. But the outcase was REALLY FAT AND ROUND. So hunting around for dessert I decided to let C try the Scoopz ice cream at Parkway Parade. Hahaha Tom's palette just beat it hands down. Hehehe but it was the best that we could get there.

All in all, it was really a nice day spent together and it will surely go down in our memory bank as out of the more valuable items. Thanks dear for such a nice day together.

fat soup.

I just had the most oil-laden minced pork noodles in my entire life of sniffing-out-great-minced-pork-noodles. The complimentary soup ( I always order guotiao-dry-chilli) that came had floating bits of fried lard (!!) and beads of oil were shining up at me.

0__0""
NOT GOOD.

Then came the noodles, and it had the most amt of varied pork cuts I've encountered. Minced pork, sliced pork, sliced liver, pork balls and a small piece of yummy dried fish. Never mind the meat. That's why it's called minced pork noodles right? But lo and behold! the noodles were drenched with chilli oil and even more bits of lard were scattered on top! eeps!!!!

The taste as ok - normal. No kick, no shiok-ness, nothing. normal, blah.
I felt quite sick as I managed to uncover even more lard pieces that were evenly scattered in the tangle of noodles.

Argh. I had to wash it all down with a slice of honeydew.
Now that, was YUM. :Þ

it's back again...

Sigh.

You may think that I'm a pretty much holy person, like I share a close relationship with God and stuff, but there are also times when I hit the lowest of lows.

I strangely feel that God isn't in my life right now, perhaps He's right beside me, but I seriously can't feel Him right now. :(

I'm not sure what to do to get myself out of this situation. Boohoo.

Is God punishing me? Or am I punishing myself by listening to lies in my head? Or am I too self-conceited that I've blocked out what God is trying to say to me? I can't stand it when I can't feel God. Yet I don't know why this is happening.

On the other hand, I do know that God loves me. He's given so much to me, and told me many times in many different ways that I am His special child.

Feeling so muddled.

UPDATE:-
WOW. God's truly amazing. He answered my cries through E, who prayed for me over msn. He didn't even know my blog and I didn't even reveal that I was down or anything. It was truly amazing that E pinpointed whatever rubbish I was going through, even ones that I wasn't aware of! Thank God for showing me that He's always by my side. I am truly blessed by the mercy and grace of God. :D He works in truly amazing ways.

AMEN!

lost and depressed.

I'm feeling mighty pleased with myself that I've finally decided to reshape my eyebrows. Myself.

Hohohoho. It wasn't was painful as I'd expect, although the first few plucks were curse-worthy. Heeheehee now my brows look more refined and er.. 'shapelier'.

:D

The strange *deja vu* procrastination bug has hit me again. I feel quite lost and annoyed with where I'm at. Don't quite know what the tutor wants, but I do know what I want! But yikes, I still have to comply to his methods though. Urgh.

I've slapped on a facial mask in the hopes that I'd feel better. My knee still feels pretty bruised. I'm still contemplating whether to cut my hair shorter. Blahhhh. Such a hot day. I wish my air-conditioning works. :(

I want to sew things. But there's work to be done and well.. obligations to carry out. Weh!!!
Ok time to do work now. Till later......

Here in Your Presence

Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away here in Your presence
All of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display, here in Your presence
Heaven is trembling in awe of Your wonders
The kings and their kingdom arestanding amazed

Chorus:
Here in Your presence, we are undone
Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before You

Bridge:
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way

owwwwww

This is a bit of old news - yes I've managed to injure my poor knee.
Was rushing up the escalator to catch the train, when I tripped and landed on my knee, against the edge of the escalator stair.

OWWWWWW.
Those are some pretty nasty spokes on them escalators.
Sigh.

The pain was excruciating. I was numb, giddy and I felt blood draining away from my face, and I was still hobbling and looking for a seat. When I finally found one, the a***prick actually put his hand on the empty seat! RAWRRRR!

I was about to faint from the pain when I managed to find a place to sit and promptly held my breath from the throbbing pain that was engulfing my entire being. Still holding my breath, I slowly rubbed the bruise that was beneath my jeans. I could see the concerned faces of other passengers. The pain dissipated after a good 10 mins ( it was one of the most horrendous 10 mins of my life) when I decided to look at my knee. And tadaaaaah~ there it was. A huge blob of blood. =_=

I was handicapped for the rest of the day, and E was nice enough to drop me off along the E-W line so that I didnt have to jostle with the rush hour crowd, and even brought me a drink and a box of plasters earlier on. Thanks E! :D

But the most amazing thing was that the next day, I was able to walk almost normally and could even climb the stairs w/o looking like errrr... let's be politically correct here. Hmmm.. w/o looking like I needed someone to support me. The best part is that now, there's only a small bloody scab where the impact was, an a pretty normal-looking bruise beside it. :D

I really count my blessings that
1) I could regain my balance on the escalator even though it was MOVING.
2) I didn't injure any other part of my body - i.e. hands / fingers / losing any limb!
3) I recovered really fast - I always take ages to heal.
4) I had great friends like E and B who took care of me :)

And I'm really surprised by the positivity that I adopted despite the excruciating agony I experienced. (Argh! Why are there so many "I"s?!)

The only thing that's annoying me right now is the nagging pain in my knee when I walk / climb the stairs. It's like having a stiff shoulder and the pangs of sharp stabs of pain when you attempt to massage it. Bah! But it shall be over soon. :)

The end!