i have an attention span the size of an ant. i write my notes for less than 10 mins and my mind will start wandering. dammit. now there's an ugly fly on my screen. dammit!
the length of this blog shows how much i pay attention.
yikes.
k it's more like education attention span deficiency. bleargh. whatever.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
woooot
just a day after BU (building) exam.. haha.. and i've been 'nua-ing' the whole day.. not only that, i slept 12 hrs last night~!! 2030-0830!!! what a luxury.. eheheheh... and in the morning, i tot it was friday.. was wondering why there was powerpuff girls and pokemon on tv.. ahha! till i asked my mum why she took leave today.. haha.. how terribly embarassing..
anyway, think mugging for the exams has taken a toll on me, although i didn't do much studying.. hehehe.. anyway! ho humz.. just wondering what i should do during the hols.. 3 months.. i know july will be spent travelling... to melbourne... to bali perhaps? to kinabalu.. and most importantly, to Aur~~ heheheheh... by that time, i be really broke man.. haha
so ... gotta go find work! where? the easiest and lousiest.. working at ig's heaven.. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh such measly pay.. anyway, number two would be.. working as a relief teacher at ACS (barker).. budden.. i've never taught before! and it's at ACS!! but the pay is droolishciously good.. muahahhahahaha... budden most prob it'll be in july, but that's when i'll be travelling!!! 0_0"" so anyway the third will be.. in an aki firm?? but that's prob waaaaaayyy impossible.. cos i've got zilch connections. so.. short term goal - ig's heaven. )_)""""" anyone got job offer not!@!@#@! haiz...
anyway, i've got a big big big apology to make.. that is to you, norman..
i admit that at the beginning of our cool off period, it was damn freaking hard,.. like i didn't know what u were thinknig, and i was thinknig of all sort of stupid rubbish.. then i realised i also needed that time alone, to think about us, what i wanted in our relationship, stuff like that... soooooo
i'm glad u took the brave step for both of us.. tho it could have been more nicely put,, anyway.. looking forward to spending more time with u after our exams... take care.. and do well for ur exams! u can do it!! :D
love u...:)
anyway, think mugging for the exams has taken a toll on me, although i didn't do much studying.. hehehe.. anyway! ho humz.. just wondering what i should do during the hols.. 3 months.. i know july will be spent travelling... to melbourne... to bali perhaps? to kinabalu.. and most importantly, to Aur~~ heheheheh... by that time, i be really broke man.. haha
so ... gotta go find work! where? the easiest and lousiest.. working at ig's heaven.. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh such measly pay.. anyway, number two would be.. working as a relief teacher at ACS (barker).. budden.. i've never taught before! and it's at ACS!! but the pay is droolishciously good.. muahahhahahaha... budden most prob it'll be in july, but that's when i'll be travelling!!! 0_0"" so anyway the third will be.. in an aki firm?? but that's prob waaaaaayyy impossible.. cos i've got zilch connections. so.. short term goal - ig's heaven. )_)""""" anyone got job offer not!@!@#@! haiz...
anyway, i've got a big big big apology to make.. that is to you, norman..
i admit that at the beginning of our cool off period, it was damn freaking hard,.. like i didn't know what u were thinknig, and i was thinknig of all sort of stupid rubbish.. then i realised i also needed that time alone, to think about us, what i wanted in our relationship, stuff like that... soooooo
i'm glad u took the brave step for both of us.. tho it could have been more nicely put,, anyway.. looking forward to spending more time with u after our exams... take care.. and do well for ur exams! u can do it!! :D
love u...:)
Monday, April 11, 2005
walking walking
i dunno how much i've walked today.. in orchard, ha, miss yong mien huei.. walk walk walk walk.. just to find a top for es presentation.. bleh.. my shins are aching like mad now. bah bah bah.. hahaa...
to someone: it's kind of weird meeting u, and i didn't intend to wind down the window. it was the driver. u look happy before we met. hope u're still thinking.
to someone: it's kind of weird meeting u, and i didn't intend to wind down the window. it was the driver. u look happy before we met. hope u're still thinking.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
shout out
what a fool i am.
whose boyfriend doesn't bring her out at all during the sch term?
whose boyfriend doesn't tell her anything unless she asks him about it?
whose boyfriend only tells her things or more like explodes only when he's stressed?
or lies to her in order to 'protect' her?
or tells her to tell him how she feels when he doesn't do it in the first place?
and this has been going on for the past (nearly) 4 years. goodness.
but i don't know y i still love him ( i think)
i hope things will change, but i've been hoping for a long time.
issit about time CHANGE started? (in one way or another)
i don't know
i'm tired. wonder if he is.
whose boyfriend doesn't bring her out at all during the sch term?
whose boyfriend doesn't tell her anything unless she asks him about it?
whose boyfriend only tells her things or more like explodes only when he's stressed?
or lies to her in order to 'protect' her?
or tells her to tell him how she feels when he doesn't do it in the first place?
and this has been going on for the past (nearly) 4 years. goodness.
but i don't know y i still love him ( i think)
i hope things will change, but i've been hoping for a long time.
issit about time CHANGE started? (in one way or another)
i don't know
i'm tired. wonder if he is.
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