pluhhh.

I'm feeling a little disappointed.

Imagine picking a present, and with your heart a-skipping and giving the present away, hoping that the recipient will like it. So the surprise takes a little explanation, and before it's complete, "Ok see how lah" is the response that I get.

Bummer.

Don't exactly know why I feel this way. It's not as if I could easily afford getting the present, being so broke and all. Perhaps I'm brought back to a time nearly a decade ago, where I wasn't given any chance of explaining myself, subject to frightful embarrassment of which is merely secondary, but often misjudged, prejudiced against, and brushed aside cruelly for countless times, of which I endured for a whole year.

Pardon the lengthy sentence. I've just completed reading Tess of D'urbervilles, Three Musketeers and on to Frankenstein now.

Perhaps it's the inability to capture the crit panels' fire-cracker thin attention span. Ok let's carry on. Ermmmm I was about to say something??

BOOHOOOO. Ok I need to get out of this wretched misery which I imposed on myself. After all, what I've done is a blessing, an action of my love and it's fortunately an unintentional reaction, but somehow quite predictably on the part of the other. It's not as if I need to get a tit-for-tat, to expect the reaction which I imagined and anticipated in my mind. So as Jesus loved unconditionally, so I too will follow.

That makes me feel much better now.
Carry on!

Happier posts will continue soon.
:)

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