Monday, April 16, 2007

procrastination is not a good thing

argh. the title says it all. i have a 2000 words assignment due on tuesday, not exactly a lot of words, and should be done in a jiffy, but my mood tells me otherwise and the whole thing DRAGS on and on and on.
boohoo..
after 10 mins of typing, my mind wanders off to check my yahoo mail, see what's new online, eat stupid fattening chocolates, play a stupid flying hamster game. arghhhh. and that typically lasts.. DAMN LONG. grrr.
i need a concentration course thing. ugh. after 4 years of doing something that i never really liked doing, i guess my brain, esp my mood is staging a strike. a major one. and i've got all these silly thoughts floating around, like how my dream home would look like, how i'd be so happy sewing silly creatures from my imagination, how nice aircon would be in this sucky hot and humid weather, etc. ANYTHING BUT WORK!!!
ugh ugh ugh.
rarrrr. ok i is not happies.
and i get these little bursts of motivation that quickly fades away.. where is the concentration i used to have?!? i could study for 4 hours straight and not realise how long i've been studying. yikes. need help.
*SCREAM*
and my hair!! my lovely beootiful hair is dropping like crazy!! why am i such a kancheong spider?! stressedddddd. need . therapy.

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