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thought of so much to blog about on the way home.. but now.. seems like all the ideas have been drained away..
today was extremely tiring.. had lecture till 10am and had to be at Blair Plain at Neil Road at 1030.. on top of that the night before i stayed over at mien's place to do the panels... but ... i slept -_-.. halfway.. and poor mien didn't even have sleep at all...
so i woke up this morn, feeling as if my throat were parched or something.. just a weird funny feeling but dismissed it.. so yah went to Neil Road to look at townhouses...not shophouses cos they don't have shops at the first level.. and it was a friggin' hot day.. my toes were frying and every one was like butter on a hot potato..i can even hear the hot plate sizzling in the background... so anywayz it was a rather nice enclave, and this real nice angmoh lady let us into her house! we were just outside (her doors were closed) and she asked whether we wanted to come in! she just moved in abt 1.5 months ago, so it wasnt really that built up, just a smattering of deco and furniture here and there.. so anyway yes... that visit sort of 'rejuvenated' my 'want' to own my own townhouse next time.. sooo nice.. heeheee..yah but someone told me it's .5million.. yikes...so blah blah site visit and then we had to go back for a lecture and studio session.. knn.. i had to collect my earrings at 7 and i left the sch at 645!! one of the girls, possibly rachel had this tremendously black face that was smiling.. damn scary man.. but very pretty earrings!! hai.. that experience of sitting there checking my earrings while feeling they were throwing curses at me.. shall be deeply imprinted in my mind..
then went to scotts shopping ctr i mean food court for my fav Ed's fish.. warhhhh.. so yummy....but instead of deep fried dory, i had this boiled fish soup thing... heavenly....and so healthy...
anyway.. then next was a trip to ikea! for my shoe rack that i badly needed... finally found it cos there were like only 20 pple or so in the shop.. haha.. i realised that ikea sells so many more things than i tot previously.. haha.. so shopping in ikea must be done not during the weekend...nor during the public holidays...
so while i was eating.. this old man tried to sell me a few packs of tissues.. so the natural instinct is to just ignore him or politely say no till he leaves right? but there was a part of me nagging to just pay for that few packs although i didn't really need to... but come to think of it..what's $1 compared to my $4.50 bowl of fish soup???? i feel soo guilty right now.. sigh.. i feel like i'm back to my pri sch days of not daring to do things.. but i really want to help pple...in a big way.. .... how???

so here i am, just finished watching america's next top model and preparing to sleep soon..
but my throat's just annoying.. doesn't help that i've got a damn sexy husky voice now..... got nin jiom pei pa gao sweets, hacks sweets, pi pa gao cough syrup.. and still doesnt seem to work!!! sigh.....

maybe what i need is.....














a little love....