Saturday, January 30, 2010

uphill task

I always feel that I'm fighting a losing battle whenever I talk to people abt spiritual stuff. Not the ying-yang, earth mother kind of stuff ( which I seriously don't endorse), but the kind of life we're supposed to lead if we seriously want to follow in Jesus' footsteps.

It pisses me off big time when I can't explain myself and that the other party seems so logical and sound, and yet I still stand by what I believe. I'm also the kind of person who needs time to process information and form my argument after some debate in my head - wish I was a sharp thinker.

It's also disappointing that I can only confide in N in matters like these, but at least I still have him to talk to.

Don't even get me started on Pokemon, Barbie or even Lady G. Barhhhh.

P.S. I don't mean to say that I'm perfect - no one ever is - and there are times when I contradict myself - everyone is always in a process of growth so don't expect me to be.

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