Random Thoughts

It has been awhile since I updated the blog. Guess there is just too many things happening at the same time that I dun have time to sit down and think. Perhaps it is just coincidental or perhaps I am just more observant, but then it seems that the people around me have been going through a lot these few weeks. It is really difficult for some to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Some feel that their efforts are going nowhere, while others feel that the problems that are happening to them are nothing within their control.

Sometimes I really want to tell everyone that God is there always no matter how crappy we feel. But then again I understand that we all need some tangible form of comfort from people around us. And I do admit that I need someone to lean on many a time when I feel crappy. I also feel like having a good rest now from all the rubbish that is happening around me. Hahah perhaps I should really consider being a fisherman and just stare into the open wide sea everyday. That would be life. hahah but albeit a life without purpose. Perhaps this is the irony, to lead a meaningful life we have to make meaning of our trying circumstances.

Then the other day I was just thinking about how married life would change my lifestyle now. There would be so many more additional duties that I was thinking about. Imagine the bills that have to be paid, the groceries to be bought, the household chores to be done, the support that one has to provide for the family. But then I guess without all these responsibilities, it would make family life meaningless. Hahaha. And there is also the joy of having one's own children. The joy written on every parent's face clearly illustrates that it is all worth it to make all the sacrifices that love demands.