:(

Going nuts and feeling real jittery.

Perhaps there's nothing to feel panicky about and I'm on the right track, but I can never be sure, especially with thesis / design.

I've had 2 portions of Lipton instant milk tea and I think I'm probably feeling so anxious because of the caffeine overload. Perhaps it's just me - that I have to see PB tmr and feel rather scared of what he might say to my design. I've been 'rejected' for so many times that I'm not quite sure what to make of what I'm currently doing.

Working at home has its perks - the comfort, convenience of not having to travel to school (3 hrs per day!!) and I can be a sloppy auntie without feeling subject to scrutiny. *hehe* I can fart, dig my nose (Hey who doesn't do it!), squeeze my black heads, tie my hair with most of it sticking out at odd angles and not give a damn.

In school however, with everyone working so hard - it becomes a psychological push to work harder. Another plus side is that I get to seek my friend's opinions on my design and a reassurance that I might be progressing. But I really do hate traveling for so longggggggg...

BOO.
It doesn't help that I'm pretty much distracted by a spotted green bag - which is now conspicuously put up for sale (it was hidden within another post - 'pls contact me if u wish to get product abc, instead of xyz.') YES I'm feeling panicky because I'm afraid that it might get nicked away right before my eyes. (T__T) Oh the agony of being a student.

RAWR!
Oh dear LORD, please help me! Let me feel your Presence and set my heart at ease!